Listening Meditation.

Birds overhead
 and the rain sweeping violently over the roof in sprays
 snatched by the winds and torn away
 then lashed on the rooftops again.
 Birds fly over
 giggling 
 and calling as they pass.
 The cat doesn’t like it.
 Meows
 a startled birdish chirrup
 and jogs over to me.
 In the left ear
 gas burning
 in muted and droning roar.
 To the right
 the rain dashed on the window glass
 spittered
 closer than the swirling roar inside the walls 
 beneath the ceiling.
 Birds call overhead
 again
 these screeching and squarked calls
 bickering as they go.
 Now footsteps 
 in another house’s hallway
 (though there’s nobody home)
 thumping
 they vibrate through the floorboards
 and rumble
 in the floors.
 No voices
 only the birds calling and bickering
 and giggling 
 as they go. 

Weather Turning.

The wisteria had completely died away for the winter and was now just a mess of bare, stick-like tendrils grasping to the house. But other flowers had been more stubborn – the roses were still bravely opening new flirtatious buds into the cold and the lavender trees, neat and thick, stood staunchly. The summer-dried and now rain-soaked leaves smelt like French fields, sun-drenched and stretching out flat beneath a low, blue sky. It seemed some hasty gardener had been through the bushes, for the path was strewn with freshly clipped lavender branches and scattered flower-heads. They and the cut ends of the tree’s branches were leaking fragrance into the air and infusing the raindrops with oil. The rain broke-up the air willy-nilly so that I caught the scent only in quick snatches before it was washed or wind-blown away. As I walked down the path the cat-scratches on the backs of my hands brushed against the bristle-like dead-heads and stung, risen and puffed, in fine slivers of pink through almost translucent skin.

Trains of Thought.

as another train passes outside

its rumbling vibrates the floor

pouring its energy

into my feet

into my spine

 

whispers

the city breathes

 

as another train passes outside

pouring the sorrowful

onto the streets

rumbles

pouring its energy

into my feet

into my spine

 

and in the city’s breathless silence

the craw of a crow

the ugly morning shriek of cockatoos

soaring

from the tall gums that line the tracks

mast and sails (the shops are ships)

as another train passes outside

 

whispers

into my feet

into my spine

 

as another train passes outside

echoes long down the cutting

carries ghosts of memory

flitting past

past

past

 

as another train passes outside

and thoughts are scattered

like wildflower seeds

and another train passes

diffused

like the broken ripple of water

after a ship has passed through

glinting in the sunlight

 

as another train passes outside

and light rain-drops titter at the windows

chuckling at the tipsy-pink rose glass

 

and the rain falls more steadily now

drenching

grows louder

not patter but pour

and a train passes

muffled

whispers

the city weeps

sweeps the dirt from its gutters

runs rivers

ripples down the rose-glass window panes

and a train passes

rumbles

and groans

the city grumbles

and shrieks the ugly shriek of morning cockatoos

and another train passes

whispers

the city breathes

 

once lulled

now lush

the rain sweeps across the rooftops

runs rivers

down the drain-pipes

tips tips tips

drips

down the chimney-pots

where there’s no wood-smoke

on a wednesday