I’m Fixing This One.

Because imagine

Imagine a world in which that was enough

Because I had enough

Elsewhere

And if that were enough

I wouldn’t need any more.

 

But there are as many worlds as mirrors.

 

Imagine a world —

a different glimmer of the disco-ball

a flicker of glass away from here, a crack

a hair’s breadth.

A moment.

Imagine a world —

Imagine a —

Lost.

The moment, lost.

Lost with its beauty, latent, potent, gone.

Laden, then lost

at sea.

As ships upon the sea.

 

As many words as ships upon the sea.

 

Sailor, spy.

A sailor’s spyglass at sea.

The North Star.

How I felt upon seeing that bright spot in the sky.

A single, bright star.

So long had I been gazing upon a different sky that I was quite shocked to see it. A single, bright, close star.

My eyes glued to the star as the taxi streaked quietly on into the gloaming, and the star through the window grew only brighter.

And again, she thought that she might cry.

To England, where my heart lies.

Sweet hymnal music and the chirp of springtime’s birds.

Brickwork, colours so varied and subtle, aged. Repainted, refreshed, changed, restored.

Pink Mayfair! Oh, glory!

Just to walk there — here, there, and everywhere — just to walk there is to live. Not for so long — so long — have I felt so alive.