And for a moment
I was somewhere else.
You remained behind, I think.
No—I don’t quite know
just where you were.
I was in some parallel.
Your arm became another’s arm,
and your skin another’s skin.
Tag: love
Losing You.
Is
only oceans
pulling outward with the tide.
No Love Thrown.
though I was once the clay
and you were once the glue
this broken
ancient vessel
has fallen into two
Glow.
it is always there
though not always within vision
of course
for only sparkling minds
see the sparkles in their skies
but sparkling once alight
and tools within our grasp
and all other elements
being right
without brokenness
or shadows
without question-marks
or slow-downs
and in shameless consort
we say: glow
and glow it does at our command
and from our fingers rise
roaming scents of pure fragrance
made tangible
and true.
It was a very New York story.
The subway was fetid with humidity. Taking the detour uptown to change my clothes had been a wasted effort. A dark patch already flourished at the armpit I had to raise to reach the overhead holds as I rode the train back down to the East Village; by the time I made it to the top of the exit stairway sweat clung to the skin of my stomach and grabbed stickily at my shirt.
Emerging onto Essex Street was barely a relief. A solid bank of dark clouds lowered the ceiling of the sky, and there was no breeze besides the cool flow of air-con escaping from shop doors.
It was a regulars-welcome kind of bar, oblong and small. The kind of bar where the very arrangement of the furniture encouraged either solitude or intimacy. It was a lovers-and-loners kind of bar.
We had the place to ourselves for a few hours. It was still the afternoon; the bar hadn’t got going yet. He poured them, and I drank. Memory licked at the edges of the picture, thick and sweet as the blueberry-flavoured liqueur in my glass.
A bar for lovers and loners. But which one was I?
Lift Me Up.
wash me clear
lay me down
and again lift me up
let the knots loosen
and the focus drift
let the seas rise and fall
and feel the rhythm shift
take notice
of the moments
as each one passes by
and re-listen
to the glisten
of a one-time audible smile
Lover’s Lamp.
you put your hand on the dimmer-switch
i said don’t you dare turn me down
i’d rather go out
burnt
with a fizzle
having flashed
so brightly I watered your eyes
Listen.
someone else’s words rise
to my mind
distorted
like the way he sings the lyrics of songs wrong
deliberately
to annoy me
and it always makes me smile