Homecoming.

Each time a jolt—

that wheel of stars
that sprawling port 
this skyline slung with cranes
this power-hungry system
the faceless window-panes
this smoke-drift haze
this choking air
this scraped and scrappy sky
the electric promise of the city
and the indifference of break-lights.

Listening Meditation.

Birds overhead
 and the rain sweeping violently over the roof in sprays
 snatched by the winds and torn away
 then lashed on the rooftops again.
 Birds fly over
 giggling 
 and calling as they pass.
 The cat doesn’t like it.
 Meows
 a startled birdish chirrup
 and jogs over to me.
 In the left ear
 gas burning
 in muted and droning roar.
 To the right
 the rain dashed on the window glass
 spittered
 closer than the swirling roar inside the walls 
 beneath the ceiling.
 Birds call overhead
 again
 these screeching and squarked calls
 bickering as they go.
 Now footsteps 
 in another house’s hallway
 (though there’s nobody home)
 thumping
 they vibrate through the floorboards
 and rumble
 in the floors.
 No voices
 only the birds calling and bickering
 and giggling 
 as they go. 

Trains of Thought.

as another train passes outside

its rumbling vibrates the floor

pouring its energy

into my feet

into my spine

 

whispers

the city breathes

 

as another train passes outside

pouring the sorrowful

onto the streets

rumbles

pouring its energy

into my feet

into my spine

 

and in the city’s breathless silence

the craw of a crow

the ugly morning shriek of cockatoos

soaring

from the tall gums that line the tracks

mast and sails (the shops are ships)

as another train passes outside

 

whispers

into my feet

into my spine

 

as another train passes outside

echoes long down the cutting

carries ghosts of memory

flitting past

past

past

 

as another train passes outside

and thoughts are scattered

like wildflower seeds

and another train passes

diffused

like the broken ripple of water

after a ship has passed through

glinting in the sunlight

 

as another train passes outside

and light rain-drops titter at the windows

chuckling at the tipsy-pink rose glass

 

and the rain falls more steadily now

drenching

grows louder

not patter but pour

and a train passes

muffled

whispers

the city weeps

sweeps the dirt from its gutters

runs rivers

ripples down the rose-glass window panes

and a train passes

rumbles

and groans

the city grumbles

and shrieks the ugly shriek of morning cockatoos

and another train passes

whispers

the city breathes

 

once lulled

now lush

the rain sweeps across the rooftops

runs rivers

down the drain-pipes

tips tips tips

drips

down the chimney-pots

where there’s no wood-smoke

on a wednesday