It’s the Sound and the Silence.

It’s the sound—the sound of the crows, of the seabirds, and the horns and the motors. I love the sound of India. I love the feel of it—its warmth in winter (though I have not known its rains). Here, there is too much silence—far, far too much silence for comfort. It is not the blanketing, calming silence of the countryside. It the is the broken silence of the suburbs, halting and haunted by a presence unseen.

Lift Me Up.

wash me clear

lay me down

and again lift me up

let the knots loosen

and the focus drift

let the seas rise and fall

and feel the rhythm shift

take notice

of the moments

as each one passes by

and re-listen

to the glisten

of a one-time audible smile

A Re-Write Into Fiction.

High above the call of the crows there came another bird’s sound—its long, high, warbled note implied a sweeping, swooping seabird. It was several days before she glimpsed them through the window, their smooth skyward sweep taking them high above the crows. They were disdainful of the courtyard and its window-cages; they circled the sky above the building-tops, and settled only on high roofs where they would have a view across the sea.

A cat, with white forepaws and a piebald behind, slunk across the top of a wall, paused, silent and still, to gaze into the garden below, continued, slipped under the barbed wire ringing the yard, and slipped precipitously down a tree to the ground. Later she saw him settled to his purpose, head down and ears pricked, crouched with latent spring in every muscle. He sat sentry over a corner of the dusty trodden-earth yard, eyes fixed on a shadowy border-planting of deep green growth. It seemed, for a long moment, that the only movement in the yard came from the slowly shifting shadows of the thick old drop tree at its heart.

The Story of the Carrier Pigeon Continues.

The carrier pigeon, after a pleasant sun-doused doze on the window-ledge, awoke to the growing dark. The sun still glittered down the length of the three by-lanes that ran down the short edge of the square, its light caught and shadowed at points by shuffling pedestrians and small sellers’ carts, and on the upper floors, by lines of washing strung there by the shopkeepers’ wives and by the occasional row of tiny sparrows perched upon the lines. It was lowering now to its final ebb, and the pigeon thought there is a bright colour to the sky tonight, and ruffled his feathers and stretched, his hold on the slightly-sloped stone ledge seeming suddenly loose. Resettling his perch—for there was nowhere else conceivably, now, to go, with his homeward message yet undelivered—he resettled his oddly ruffled mind.

It was odd, it seemed to the carrier-pigeon, that he should still be carrying his message. He was not, surely, usually this long in waiting on the ledge. At the other end…yes, there had been a wait there, more times than once, but how many times, in any approximation, he could not say. At this end, though, it was odd. He scuffled along the breadth of the window-panes and took in the interior, all dark still, even as the outside sky grew darker and he thought, yes, usually there is flame by this darkness, and so, probably no human had arrived while he slept and waited. Probably no human at all, and certainly not the one for whom he waited—for he still carried his message.

He ruffled his feathers again—it was an unconscious response to a mounting sense of discomfort, though not physical, for he felt warm and rested still from his afternoon’s dozing, and had fed well at his last posting, where the Master of Pigeons (his name was Aldwick, though he was most commonly known as Young Master Pidge) kept up a live supply of crawlers. How exactly he sourced this supply, none was keen to enquire. Pip was particularly fond of Young Master Pidge’s crawlers—he considered, with some vagueness, that they tasted of the city’s southern flat-lands, for there was a whiff, he felt, of the sea and its saltiness and its fishiness, and this scant scent of salt always gave him some impression we can most usefully describe as an impression of the concept of ‘home’. He knew—though how he knew it, he could not conceive of—that he was born of the city’s southern edges.

Once he had remembered something—though he was not, afterward, really to remember the remembrance, except once, in a moment that flashed by in an instant—of the place he was born. A ragged wiry nest amongst the grass-clumps at the outskirts of the southern city, in the rag-lands, the stretch of dry grassy land with its occasional date-palm and its occasional shanty-like sellers’ shack. The taste of toasted corn—snatched from beneath the tables of an outdoor café close to the waters-edge—had once given him this impression of ‘home’ too, a corn much like the one sold by water-side stallsmen.

The rag-lands ended patchily and merged with the mudflats that swelled each evening into shallow waters, flooding the ever-green grasses. Each early morning, as the waters drew back into the bays, and the flats were lain wet and bare beneath the very earliest glimmers of sunlight, and the night’s lingering coolness still cut through the summer’s air, the birds of the shallows came to feed on the sea-crawlers left stranded on the glistening muds. Some used long bills to reach deep into the water-logged sandy mud, others shuffled wide bills along the stretches of shallow water, catching up the small fish drifting in the waters.

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An Opening (‘And With No Questions Left Unanswered’).

The carrier-pigeon waited at the window, peering into the gloom beyond the glass. Somewhere in the shadows of the room, nothing stirred; all was quiet. The breezeless summer air sat heavily on his feathers, so he ducked his head into the shade and left the sun to warm his back as he waited on the ledge. He remained only lazily aware of the movements of the few other pigeons and some scavenging sparrows that flew listlessly through the square. Still fewer came and went through open windows on errands—today, even the humans, usually so busy, with so much to say, seemed languid and idle. Yet there was an energy somewhere. Even as he dozed, the carrier-pigeon felt a buzz about his head and thought, dreamily, this day there is a tension in the sky. What significance this tension might hold was, he knew, a thing beyond his reckoning, so, with no questions left unanswered and his sense of familiar peace undisturbed, he slept, quietly waiting.

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